Konbanwa Yumi-chan! It's been a great 3-day holiday for me! ^^ So many people treating me to stuff! Watched Ghost rider 2 times and Epic movie yesterdaY!!! ZOMG! Epic movie is perverse!! >_____<

Well, I stayed out from like 10am till like about 1am in the morn!! XD First, went to botanical gardens with family and cousins. Yes. Lots of em. My mum has like 13 other siblings!!! .___. So, you can imagine how chaotic it was ya? >__< In the midst of chaos, managed to slip off and took pictures of the place! YAAY!!! Took LOTS of pics which I am about to flood later XD

Then, went to Jurong Enter to appease my itchy hands to play the drums. Played Agnus Dei, Mad Blast and much much more. Met up with Tifa and Hoshiko. Tifa treated me to Long john. Saw them to the MRT station and went back to the arcade. It seems the my hands aren't appeased yet so I continued =X

A few minutes later, my friend came and treat me to the movies. Zomg~! How lucky am I? So many people treating me >_______<" Haha~

After the movie, went to play drums again. Found out that if one is tired, don't play the drums. You'll notice flying sticks~! XDDD

Went home and played WINNING ELEVEN!!! WOOOOOTS~!!! SOCCERRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~!!

Tehehe~ Gomen ne, yumi chan~ School starts tommorow! YAAY!! SOCCER!!! I don't really like to have holidays. Makes me think of un-nessesary stuff such as love and shit. It makes me save money too! Well, without further ado, I shall show you all the pics I took on that day~! ^^
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That's all~ Hope you like em ^^ Sorry for the quality. Used my phone cam~ Tried my best to edit with photoshop! >___< Till next time!!

Yours Trully.

Hello again Yumi~~ Gomen ne~ for keeping you waiting!! >__< Been busy with school desu~! School~ Soccer~ Remedials~! =D Seriously, didn't expect school to be so fun! Even though it's physically and mentally draining, it's fun in it's own way~! Ups and downs keeps it going~ Makes you wanna know what happens next! Just like a book >__<

Tehehe~ Played Super Robot Taisen OG2 on my GBA emulator!! EXCELLEN ISH LURVE!!! WOOOOOTS!!!!! >___________< She's so kawaii~~ Well, of course you are too yumi-chan~ ^^

And I have the inspiration to write again!! Well, here it goes kay? I promise it's a positive one =3

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Lament
In the breeze of autumn.
I sat under the shady tree.
Watching over someone who has passed on.

Someone who will never come back.
No matter what happens.
That person will be gone forever.

As the autumn leaves begin fall,
I begin strumming on my guitar.
A requiem.
Composed for that beloved love one.

I paused for awhile.
To think about the one who had just passed on.
Memories,
Can never be erased.
No matter how hard one tries.
Bitter, sweet or sour,
They will be kept in our souls
Till death is to be upon us.

The leaves continue to fall.
And I continued strumming,
the requiem which I composed.

Flashbacks continued flodding my mind.
Of the times we spent together.
Never gonna forget them.
Not going ignore them.

However, all I could do now is regret.
Regret for taking things for granted.

As I strummed the last few parts of the requiem,
I noticed that the leaves had stopped falling.
And in turn, the surrounding,
were covered in a blanket of white snow.
It was already winter.

Finally, I came to a stop.

Negative thoughts began coming into my mind.
I was lost.
Lost both spiritually and physically.

Disowned..
No matter where I go.
What's the use of continuing?

However, a voice at the back of my head,
kept me from giving up.

What is it actually?

The 'voice' stopped.
But it took on the form of memories.
All kinds of memories.
The sad times.
The happy moments.
It began to make sense to me now.

No matter what happens,
I still have friends and family.

Wherever I go,
That fact will never change.

For,

"I am not afraid to keep on living.
I'm not afraid to walk this world.
Nothing people say will stop me from going home"

Slinging my trusty guitar round my shoulder,
I began my journey on finding my 'home'.
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Gomen ne Yumi-chan!! >___< I just can't help myself~ But I still made it positive in the end right~? XD Haha~ Well, that's it for today I guess ne? I guess, I shall end it now~ Ja ne~!

Yours Trully.

Konbanwa Yumi-chan!!!

Finally got the time again to talk to you! I'm absoulutely delighted! My BLARDY LEG IS FINALLY HEALING!!WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!! I CAN FINALLY PLAY SOCCER AGAIN!!! >___________<
Teachers gonna play with us on Wednesday! Can't wait to play on the frontlines again!!

Anyways, did a good deed today! A boy who's speech wasn't that good. He couldn't speak both fluent english and chinese. But, I stayed and helped all the same. After quite some time, I finally understood why he was looking for help. It seems that one of his friends passed away due to an accident. He wanted to go there but didn't have money and was scared that he couldn't comunicate with the taxi driver. He wanted to go to boon lay.

Mind you, it took alot of effort to just try and understand what he was trying to say. But, when I told him I olny had 80 cents, he looked like he was about to cry. I told him, I udnerstand how he felt and gave him my 80cents and helped him to look for people to help him get some money to get a taxi. When all that was done, instead of thanking me, he said. " I'm sorry to everyone and you for troubling you all". At that point of time, I was definetly touched. I said that it was ok and he was off in the cab.

As I walked home, I kept thinking about what just happened. And now here I am. With you again. Dear yumi ^^ I shall write another poem about friends.
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Friend

Whenever I am down.
Whenever I need help.
There are a few people I would turn to.
My parents.
My grandmother.
My siblings.
But last but not least,
My friends.

My friends.
People whom were strangers before we met.
From totaly different backgrounds.
But all that didn't matter.
We are connected by a bond now.

My friends.
People whom I could trust.
People whom I could count on.
People whom I would gladly help out.
People whom I wish to treasure.

My friends.
Different races,
Different colour,
Different language.
But all that didn't matter.
For were together now.

As for those who detest me,
I could just give a sigh.
Hate me for all I care.
Just know that, I would accept you as my friend.
No matter what,
All I want is a big chain of friends.

Thus we are able to help each other out.
Weaknesses can be overcomed together.

When we are outside,
Friends are our family.
We should look out for each other,
Take care of each other
and try to get along together.

My friends.
Hear me now.
"There is no such things as strangers. They are olny friends whom we have not met"
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What do you think Yumi? And don't worry, you're my friend too! ^^ You've been always patient with my rants >__<

Guess what? Went shopping with mum yesterday!! Yes! Me! Shopping! >__< In the end, dragged her to Sumairu to get some gothic clothes. At first she said, "Nothing more then $60". So, I just told her I would just get a top. I tried the one I liked. And when I came out of the changing room, she asked me,"Want to get matching pants?". I was overcomed with shock and joy. Without hesitation, I chose the pants which I liked and tried them on. After all that, both the pants and top costed $130. I thanked my mum alot.

Her birthday is coming soon!! What should I get for her!? I'll tihnk of it as the week goes by ^^

To end it off for today, I'd like to show you some pics I took of myself with the clothes which I bought =3

Yours,
H.Kai

Dear blog,

I'm sorry I didn't give you a name before. Unlike others, you're the most patient amongst all my friends. You'll be with me for quite sometime so, we shall be the best of friends ya? I think I shall call you..Hmm...

Yumi! ^^

Sigh. Didn't want to do this but had no choice but to release some emoness!!! >___<
Too much bottling up can kill me .__. So, don't mind my rants =3

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Your gentle voice I hear..
Your words are coming silently..
You said you longed for me,
That, You loved me!

And I want to see it through.
Cos it's just like I'm falling.
Is there nothing I can do?
Wonder if you can hear my calling..

I'm here and waiting for you.
Where are you? I can't find you..
I'm here and waiting for you.
I'll wait forever for you..

Your tender love I longed..
Why won't she come back now?
Does she have someone she,
Loves more then me!

I thought I could love you better,
That were always together..
If we took sometime together,
You'd finally love my heart!

I'm here and waiting for you.
Where are you? I can't find you..
I'm here and waiting for you.
I'll wait forever for you..

I've been in love with you for long..
There's nothing left in my room,
WITHOUT YOU!!

I'm here and waiting for you.
Where are you? I can't find you..
Where are you..WHERE ARE YOU?!

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Smile.
A smile so pure
As pure as snow.
Energizing.
An expression which warms my heart.
Refreshing.
Rids my mind from poisonous thoughts.
It gave me a new pair of wings
to stand on my two feet once more
and soar to reach beyond the clouds.

However, smiles can be decieving.
Your smiles were nothing but lies.
Nothing but a masquerade
Where evil and misfortune reside.
To think that I was naive
for actually relying on you.

Those wings that you gave,
were forcefuly ripped away by you.
I realised that I was wingless.
I began plumeting from the sky above.
I knew that choices had consequences.
This was my payment.
If this was my destiny,
I would gladly accept it.

I admit for my mistakes.
Thought it's too late to repent,
Before I'm gone,
I will,
With a smile,
Say thank you
To my friends,
To my family,
To my enemies,
To the people who hated me for my past misdoings.

As I said all that out,
I closed my eyes,
A big grin on my face.
With a big, final, sigh,
I said, One last, Final, Thank You.

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Yumi-chan, thanks for hearing me out once again~! I feel much better now =3 Till my next post. I'm sorry for making you bored with my constant rants and babbling >__<
Thank you for beign a patient friend!

Yours,
H. Kai