Dear blog,

I'm sorry I didn't give you a name before. Unlike others, you're the most patient amongst all my friends. You'll be with me for quite sometime so, we shall be the best of friends ya? I think I shall call you..Hmm...

Yumi! ^^

Sigh. Didn't want to do this but had no choice but to release some emoness!!! >___<
Too much bottling up can kill me .__. So, don't mind my rants =3

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Your gentle voice I hear..
Your words are coming silently..
You said you longed for me,
That, You loved me!

And I want to see it through.
Cos it's just like I'm falling.
Is there nothing I can do?
Wonder if you can hear my calling..

I'm here and waiting for you.
Where are you? I can't find you..
I'm here and waiting for you.
I'll wait forever for you..

Your tender love I longed..
Why won't she come back now?
Does she have someone she,
Loves more then me!

I thought I could love you better,
That were always together..
If we took sometime together,
You'd finally love my heart!

I'm here and waiting for you.
Where are you? I can't find you..
I'm here and waiting for you.
I'll wait forever for you..

I've been in love with you for long..
There's nothing left in my room,
WITHOUT YOU!!

I'm here and waiting for you.
Where are you? I can't find you..
Where are you..WHERE ARE YOU?!

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Smile.
A smile so pure
As pure as snow.
Energizing.
An expression which warms my heart.
Refreshing.
Rids my mind from poisonous thoughts.
It gave me a new pair of wings
to stand on my two feet once more
and soar to reach beyond the clouds.

However, smiles can be decieving.
Your smiles were nothing but lies.
Nothing but a masquerade
Where evil and misfortune reside.
To think that I was naive
for actually relying on you.

Those wings that you gave,
were forcefuly ripped away by you.
I realised that I was wingless.
I began plumeting from the sky above.
I knew that choices had consequences.
This was my payment.
If this was my destiny,
I would gladly accept it.

I admit for my mistakes.
Thought it's too late to repent,
Before I'm gone,
I will,
With a smile,
Say thank you
To my friends,
To my family,
To my enemies,
To the people who hated me for my past misdoings.

As I said all that out,
I closed my eyes,
A big grin on my face.
With a big, final, sigh,
I said, One last, Final, Thank You.

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Yumi-chan, thanks for hearing me out once again~! I feel much better now =3 Till my next post. I'm sorry for making you bored with my constant rants and babbling >__<
Thank you for beign a patient friend!

Yours,
H. Kai