Cobalt x Monochrome

I entered the forest.
A forest of no return.
Rumour has it that eden was within it.
Being a human,
It's within him to find his peace of mind.

Thus I began my journey.
A journey where there is no turning back.
My compass facing the north,
I stood in front of the thick forest.

Once I entered the forest,
there was no light.
It was full of despair.
I went blind.
My sense of sight was erased totaly.

However, with the goal to keep on going,
I kept on trecking through the darkness.
Where was I going, I had no idea.
I kept on walking and walking..

Walking..

Walking..

I finally break into a sprint.
But to no avail,
I didn't seem to have moved.

I came to a halt.
I looked around me.
My mind was in a helpless state.
I was confused and lost.
Why? I told myself.

Just then, I remembered my goal.
Why I was here.
And that is to find Eden.

I closed my eyes
And calmed my mind.
I kept on thinking that I would achieve my goal.
The thought of what eden would be like,
kept on swirling in my mind.

From there, I kept on walking and walking.
I trusted my senses and relaxed myself.
I kept on walking till I slammed into something hard.

I stummbled to the ground.
My eyes blinked open.
What stood infront of me was a tree.
I was captivated.
Not by the tree but soemthing else.

At the bottom of the tree, was a flower.
But not just any flower.
A Cobalt flower.
Something which is one of it's kind.

I looked around and noticed that
there was another simmilar tree
and the same flower at the exact same position.
I looked at what seemed like a gate infront of me.

The moment I stepped into it,
the darkness was swept away.
Sunlight took over.
What was infront of me was breathtaking.
Meadows and meadows of Cobalt flowers were littered everywhere.

However, just before I could take another step, I was swallowed by darkness again.

I was left on my knees.
"I guess, Eden isn't for anyone to come knocking on huh?"

However, I picked myself up and discarded any signs of sadness.
What was left in this darkness which I could see.
Was that one Cobalt flower.
Radiating a bluish light from it.

I went forwards and sat by it.
Even in the darkness.
Even if I can't return to where I came from,
Even if I were to lose everything,
I still have this one little flower.

But as soon as I touched the flower,
It turned greyish and faded to dust.

I fell into dispair.
I knew that I won't live long.
It was at that time that I know that.
There are some things which should be left alone.

Learnt more new stuff today. Today is about love.

1st question.

Do you know what's love?

Well whatever your answer is, When you 1st have a girlfriend/boyfriend, you are just showing care and concern. You may saying I'm bullshitting here but. The reality is, care and concern = Love is TOTALY WRONG!

What is love you ask? Love is something which happens over a long period of time. Those who love you, give you their trust. And what do most people do? They abuse the trust.

Again, after that, what is love?
To know that THAT particular person is your soulmate, you both must go through ups and downs. Usually, when it's at the down part, most will break off. That means, THAT ISN'T YOUR SOULMATE!! GET A LIFE! MOVE ON! DON'T WHINE! DON'T SAY YOUR LIFE SUCKS OR WHATEVER!!

Remember this, Choices have consequences. And when you chose that choice, give it a 100%! Trust me on this one. I've gained enlightenment today.

When a relationship is having problems, it's up to you and your partner. Both must have faith and trust for each other. They have to support each other in order to make it through. Sometimes, it takes true courage to step up and speak the truth to your friend/ partner. Believe me, I've done that and been there. That was yesterday. Stood up for my class and cried for them.

So, I hope you guys (Or whoever who reads my blog..which is.Nobody? O_o) will learn from what I say. And what I say is 100% proven. Go and say I'm mad or dumb or say that this is bullshit behind my back but believe me. If you have gone through this course I am in now, IT WILL CHANGE YOUR DAMN LIFE!

Learnt so many stuff in Adam Khoo's workshop today. Well, to many things. Cried today. Why? Cause I did something which I thought I'd never do. And that is to stand up for my class. Talked back and fought back the instructor till tears fell. Well, due to that, I learnt that it's okay to cry. To heck with pride. Cast it away and do what you think is right. Believe in oneself. Ask yourself. Why do you wake up? Seriously, You. Who is reading my blog. Whoever you are. Ask yourself that.

There is two things which shows a leader to a follower.

A leader is a person who wakes up with a goal. He has a purpose in life. Something important and would never give up halfway or do it half heartedly. He will do it a 100% and take up resposiblity for his actions for every choice has consequences. Leaders are life eagles. Well, their young to be precise. The hatchling will observe the parent until it thinks that it could fly. When it does, it just free falls from it's nest. And for your info, it's nest is at the TOP of a mountain. There, the hatchling will plumet all the way down. When it's at around 2m from being splat, it will learn on the spot how to fly and spread it's wings properly. They don't 'think' that they want to fly. They HAVE to fly. We humans can learn so much by looking at nature.

A follower are worthless people who wake up with no goal or life. They'll wake up and say 'ah sian =__=' or 'wah..Why must wake up ah...' Well, those are followers. They wake up for the sake of waking up as they are forced. They go to school because other people go to school. These people are mindless zombies! For gods sake, GET A LIFE! This people are life sheep..Sheeps will follow each other's butts.. They go there, I go there. I go into the slaughtering factory, they will follow. Yes, I'm not kidding. Go to australia and go to the sheep slaughtering factory. People don't need to man the sheep into the cutting area. They just need to open up the gate of the enclosure and the dumb sheep will go in. And the messed up part is, everyone else will automatically follow. HAHA! How dumb are they! These are just like most singaporeans. They follow what others do. They don't want to so called "Lose face". To hell with dignity and pride.

Heh..Just can't continue for followers. Not worth continuing. It can go on forever >__>

But seriously, hey, think about it. I'm not offending anyone here. Just try to ask yourself, "Why do you wake up". Answer yourself truthfully. From there, you choose the life you wanna lead.

Well, too many stuff got cramped into my brain. I think I'm a better person now. I just hope what I said will knock some sense to people and change them for the better.

Cheers! Have an enjoyable week ahead.

Just would like to clarify that. If those who read my blog feels that your pissed or hate me. I don't mind. Just wanted to state that I'm meaning no offence to anyone of you all. If it means you, then my deepest appologies. But if you choose to be a jackass and continue complaining and talking behind my back, then oh too bad for you. Go and cry to your mum or hate me or whateva..Told you this is my emotional intercooler. I already said I'm sorry if you're in but hell..Nobody asked you to read it in the first place.
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Placed two songs from The GazettE. "Filth in the beauty" and "Reila". Enjoy em. Press play and pause it first to let it buffer. Don't want to listen to a 'hanging' song rite?

Well, so many things, so little time. And I just realised I'm blogging normaly! YAAY! Well, there's gonna be the Adam Khoo workshop for the next three days from 8am till 9pm!!! Wooohhoooo!! Something to kill my boredom and motivate me to be a better person! So looking forward to it. He made people cry last year cos they realised their mistakes. Wonder if I'll cry...Certainly hope not ^^

I love my new school. It makes you feel as if you're in a working life. I mean, go to school so far away in the morn and coming home late everyday around 6pm? It gives me the feeling that I've conquered the day!!

This past few days, one of the teachers kept on pestering me to write a composition!! I wonder why..She just told me that she read my compo and wanted to know how much I've improved. Well, gonna type it out after this. Hope she likes it ^^ It's about a guy who got stranded on the island and his few days there before he left the island by making a raft!

Haha. I want to scream all my frustrations/stress/sorrow out!!! >___< So many bottled up!! Sighhh~~ Sick of people calling me an emo. Ain't not now ^^ It's just that I write my emotions down in poem form. Doesn't mean I'm emo!!! I'm just expressing it out! It's way better then punching things/ venting out your anger on something or someone else or even scolding them vulgarities..

And I would like to take this time to say sorry to EVERYONE in Singapore Cosplay Club if you hate me or piss you off in a way or another. Hope that clears everything. But if you still wanna continue keep grudges, go ahead. Fine by me ^^

Why am I so all cheerful and all? Cos I listen to 'Miseinen' by GazettE everyday on the bus!!! It reminds me that I have friends and family! So, I'm never alone~!

And went out with her to the reservoir on sunday. Got to know about her more on that day~ I just hope that she sees my feelings for her. After the previous relationship, no more lying to myself. Stay true and go for it!
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Zakurogata no Yuutsu

Band: The GazettE
Album: Disorder

Cry and cry, and when the tears have stopped,
let's keep a smile on our faces.
Cry and cry, and if you smile to me, ever by my side.

The morning light coming from the window
looks different than usual.
This ill air is because I've seen what lay ahead
when the get-well flowers in the vase wilt.
< I'll leave you, discard everything and go somewhere far away.
You always kid around to cheer me up
cheerfully showing me kindness, caring more about me than yourself...
It must be tough. Seeing me this way.
Why don't you just come and say you're tired?
You never made a sour face,
you simply held me gently and cried for me.

I wanna live, I don't wanna die. Everytime I think of it, the tears spill.
I wanna live, there's nothing I can do for you

It seems like I've been asleep quite awhile,
next to me only your scent remains.
I felt a bit uneasy, the fear welling up within me.
And the days go by, a memo came to me
as I waited for you to come home. It was from you.

I was left dumbfounded by what was written.
I cried out as if I'd been broken.

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(the memo)
I'm sorry.
for acting without your consent.
I just wanted to help you.
If I could die for you
nothing would make me happier...

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You're always watching over me from within me.
When I close my eyes and think about you,
I can't forget that smile.
From now I'll live my life looking at the same background over and over,
blown by the seabreeze and the light coming from the window.
I'll fall asleep,
even if we never awake again.

Never

I'm sick.
Sick and tired of crying.
Why do I give up before I achieve something?
Why am I a cowardly person?
Why oh why?

However,
Your smiling face delivers light that heals me.
It makes me rejuvinated.
Ever ready to take on anything.
And anything which comes my way.

You're my friend which I respect, care for and treasure the most.

People are bewildered that life must end
And time strikes them harshly.
But even if this world ends today,
I will still protect you.

However, my feelings for you cannot be erased
Nor deleted like computer data.
Memories with you are so hard to forget.
I enjoyed your company.

Your smile.
Like a precious treasure which I will guard.
Gave me the courage to rush past anything.
To never give up and move on!

I want to be with you.
I've fallen and tasted the ground.
But you were the one which kept me going.
I will never trade it for the world.

I love you.
Ever so dearly.
However, this voice does not reach you.
But, I will not give up!
I will continue trying until this voice of mine,
reaches your ears.

Until that day comes,
I will not give up!
Never ever!

People are frightened of encountering the end of their lives,
But I'm not afraid.
Even if this world ends today,
I will still love you.

But as friends we are now,
I would like to thank you.
However, even if I said thank you a million times,
It still wont be enough
To repay your kindness
and that priceless smile.

My friend..

My friend..

I'll continue waiting.
Patiently..
Waiting..
Till that forked path comes
Where you'll be the one to decide my fate.

Be it the path of acception or rejection,
I will accept my destiny.
However, if I do get rejected.
We will still be friends right?

Shant say anything more.

Love has expiry dates

It started out fine.
Her smile kept me going through the day.
While my craziness made her smile.
It was an infinite loop.
Or so I thought.

Being friends for awhile,
My feelings grew for her.
Growing..
Expanding..
Every single waking moment
where I am by her side.

However, this feelings weren't realised.
For on this rainy night,
my heart which has just been glued back together,
started to have cracks on it.
For she was with a third party.

And a third party which was much more closer
and whom she trusted more.

Under my umbrella..
Under the pouring rain..
Pounding onto the shield which protects me
and keeps me dry,
I confesed her by phone.

And on that overhead bridge I waited..
Waiting for an answer..
Waiting intently..
I could feel my heart beating fast.

When that little screen came to life,
I opened that message without wasting anytime.

However...

Tears started coming out..
I dropped my shield..
I came onto my knees.
The stream of tears
becoming one with the rain..

I thought that we had gotten somewhere.
But..
alas,
I realized that Love has expiry dates too..
And that day was on this quiet night..

I bare this sorrow alone.

My english teacher, Mrs Catherine Yeo. I can safely say, best teacher ever for me. She's thought me for 3 years already. Sadly, she isn't now..Teaching sec1's...Sigh..They should get the more experienced teachers to teach us seniors instead!! Why is she the best? Last year, out of thousands of nominees, she was the one. The one to win the "Caring Teacher Award". I really think she deserved it. She's been teaching for like nearly 35+ years!! One of the more motivational things which I hope people were to follow is that she lives according to the Optimist Creed.

To be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person you meet.
To make all your friends feel that there is something in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true.
To think of olny the best, to work olny for the best and to expect olny the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about success of others as you are about your own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievments of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile.
To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticise others.
To be too large to worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

Such words..I'll always remember you Mrs Yeo. Thanks for teaching me for this past years and tolerating me. Enough said. I'll end this with a poem.
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Mother?

I am just but a hatchling.
However, you were the one who natured me.
Natured me so that I could spread my wings.
And fly away from the comfort of this nest.

You thought me the hardships of the cold world.
You thought me essential things needed to survive
in this harsh and competitive world.

Whenever I have any problems,
I would always know that
I could count on you.
Knowing that you will be all ears.

You would scold me when I'm wrong.
Praise me when I'm improving
but never making me be ahead of myself.

3 years passed fleetingly.
You've thought me all you can.
You gave me the push without me knowing.
Not realizing that you were not there any more.
To support me.
To teach me.

I found out that, I could soar.
I could raise my head up high
and touch the clouds.

But no matter what,
I would glance back to that nest.
To see her teaching others.

I would go back to the comfort of that nest
and ask,

"Mother?"
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Actually cried..Haha..Sorry guys. Too emotional for me. Thanks for reading anyways.
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Torn Thread

The was once a doll.
A doll of superb grade and manufacture.
However, there was olny one in the world.
And the messed up part is,
No one knows about it.

For this doll,
Looks just like a human.
It has emotions too.

One day,
He was roaming the streets.
However, as he pass that particular place.
He notices a room which is always lit
Late at night.

Curious,
He peered through the window,
on a cold snowy night.

In there was a young girl.
A girl who is bedriddened.
It seems that, she is suffering
from depression.

Yet, the sad thing is,
She doesn't have any parents
Nor anyone who will take care of her.
She was in a mess.
But beautiful, she was.

The doll was captivated by her beauty.
From then on, he decided to be her guardian.

The moment he entered the room,
the girl spun towards his direction.
She gasped.
It was the most angelic thing
she had ever seen in her life.

His shoulder length hair flowing gently.
His footsteps just as quiet as he is.
He approaced her.
With a smile.
A smile which is so strong
that it just makes a person want to smile too.

The girl replied back with a smile.
From then on, they became the best of friends.
However, little did she know that,
He has developed feelings for her.

Even though a doll,
he is just like a human with emotions.
In fact, she didn't know he was a doll.

As time passed by,
The girl had recovered from her illness.
However, little did she know that,

He was starting to fade..

He is but a doll..

They too have a 'life span'.

Even though he was 'sick' and rotting within,
He kept it away from her.
He tried desperately to continue,
making her smile and laugh.
For there was nothing which he treasured more.

The flow of time continued.

When the girl who is now a fully grown lady,
came back from work,
He was sitting by the window,
Gazing at the heavy rain outside.

He turned his head around and smiled.

The lady,
too tired,
Smiled back and tucked in without changing her clothes.
But before she fell asleep, he said,

"I've been with you all this while.
I've watched you grow up.
I've raised you.
I love you so much I can't bare to let you go.
But, nothing lives forever..
No matter what, I'll keep living in your heart".

With all the powers he had left, he made her fall asleep.

The next day, the lady went to work as usual.

"Hey, what's that on your desk?"her colegue asked.

Her reply?

"It's just my guardian angel which has been with me and will be with me till the end of time"

Yay! It's the weekend!! My holidayyyyy!!!! >____< WoW!! School isn't as bad as I hoped. It's really fun now. Though the prussure is really stacked on us now. 'N' levels in September..

Well, that didn't dampen my spirits. Going out at night and come home by 10 to complete homework. Haha!! Really lets go of stress =3

Well, that's what I've got for this post. Short..Yes...I know..>_________>

YAY!! 1ST DAY OF SCHOOL!!! Woke up at 5:30 and got ready!!! Went down to the bus stop..AND GOT PISSED!!!!!3 BUSSES PASSED BY ME COS THEY WERE FULL!!!FULL OF MY BLOODY SCHOOL PUPILS!!! WTFFFF!!!!!I was about to flag a cab but, oh heck, just wait for the bus.. Thankfully, that bus wasn't full. So, I just borded it.

Met a few familiar faces on the bus. Said my greetings and asked them if they did their holiday homework. Some lost em, some didn't do ^^ YAAAYYY!!! I'M NOT ALONE! I'M NOT AN OUTCAST!!WOOHOHOOOO!!

Thus, I reached my school. Went to search for my 'band of brothers'. Sat with them, and were the loudest bunch in the whole canteen. Haha..The feelign of being high and able to joke crazily with friends..

Well, I can say, what happened next took my mood away..They had spotcheck..I got caught..And you know what the shity thing is?

NO MORE OTHER HAIRSTYLE EXCEPT FOR SLOPE OR G.I!!!WTFFFFF!!!IS THIS SOME KIND OF PRISON OR SOMETHING!!!

I was really shocked that they made it a SCHOOL RULE!! Well, didn't want any trouble, so, I complied...

Went home till like so late..Was shocked that she was in the bus and I was at the bus stop. Haha..It's a small small world..

Went to cut my hair..I wanna cry..It's short...SHORTT!!!!AHHHHHH!!!!!Well, had some grub and bought 3 bottles of oil for mum.

Trudged home. Bathed and talked to crimson. Haha..Didn't know my poetry could move people..Well, if it's that good, I guess, I should continue! ^^
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Glue x Glass (Future oversight ending)


His hair was ruffled.
His clothes were worn.
His skin was soaked to the bone.
His heart had a void in it.

The boy was just coming home from school.
In the heavy rain..
He passed by the town..
He then looked at one of the shophouses.

And there it was..

Standing right infront of the display.
Full of grace,
Beauty,
and mostly, complete.

The boy dropped his heavy load
and ran towards the shop.
He stared in awe at how beatiful
the end product was.
It was even more beautiful then he ever imagined.

It was out-of-this-world..
Simply put, perfection.

But, as he gaped at the sculpture,
the man from before and chased him away..

Back at home his humble but run downed abode,
he laid on his make shift bed,
a piece of cloth and
his pillow which was his school bag..

He knew all hope was gone in getting her back..
It was imposible..
He felt hopeless and useless..

He looked up at the whole in the roof.
He could see the sky again..
As he continued to gaze at the stars, he fell asleep..

In his dream, he met his late sister..
His sister just said something simple..

"Believe,
Pray,
Place your hopes.
But if you don't work for it,
You won't get what you want..
Therefore,
Follow your heart..Believe in yourself
and you'll achive the things you want.

Even if you fail, you knew that you did your best.
It's better to fall doing something then to do nothing!"

With a smile, the boy regained conciousness..

Full with grit and determination,
His desire to get back the sculpture,
was burning brighter then ever.
The flame in his heart was rekindled.

He stormed out of his house
and onto town
and into the shop.

The young man was stunned.

The boy was a boy no more.
He is a matured man.

Like a bird,
He had spread his wings
and learned how to fly.
He knew what to do.
It's better to go down
then to go down doing nothing,
with regrets..

He snatched the sculpture
and ran for it.
He ran as fast as his legs could carry him.
His house was in sight,
He barged right in.

Once home,
He placed the sculpture
where it was supposed to be.

Right under the hole in the roof.
Letting the moon,
light the sculpture up
with the moonlight.

The boy gazed at the sculpture in awe.
He was on the brink of obsession.

Just then, he could see a tear
coming down from the sculpture.

He thought he was seeing things.
But no.

Now streams of tears,
were pouring down the sculpture's 'eyes'.

He could hear the sculpture calling to him.

He came nearer to the sculpture..

"I was glad that you took the time
and tried to fix me up..
I'm sorry for being such a burden..
But I feel even sorry for you
when I see you like this..

The reason you found me broken
in the first place was because
was because the 1st owner became
obssesed over me..
He prefered me over his wife
Thus she broke me to pieces..

However, you almost completed me.
But was taken away by that man..
I gave a sigh of relief..
I thought that you'd be better of
without me..

But, I did not expect you to come
back for me. Then on, I knew that,
you were slowly turning into that
person.

I believe that, you're better of without me
I do not wish to see you like this..
You're deserve better..

I'm sorry.."

Just before he could take another step,

From behind him however,
a shadow lurked.

His barrel of salvation,
was now nothing more then
something with the intent of murder.

With the click of the triger,
a glint of silver
ejected out of the barrel
with a bang for a second..

And pierced the boy's heart from behind
with a blink of an eye.

He clutched his chest
and looked at his palm.

It was stained with crimson.

His vision was getting blurry.
He dropped to his knees.
Blood splattered on the cold floor
and on the sculpture..

On his dying breath, he said,
"I'm sorry..
For dirtying your beauty..
with blood.."
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Disclaimer:This is just a prediction. Nothing has happened yet. This is just what my instinct,gut feeling and intuition tells me ^^

Domo minna ^^ What a way to end the holidays with going out for a whole day?!

Woke up up at 6:30 and went to the park for a jog! The morning breeze was so nice!! Haha..Well, went home to bathe again for the 2nd time..Got changed and ate breakfast. Which is...PIZZA!!!!WOOHOOO!!!!

Waited for my friend to come over and give me two free movie tickets which would last till Oct '07!!! Wahaha!!! I MUST GET A GF BY THEN! =3
After he left, I left my house as well.

1st, went to the Interchange to make a concession pass. And bloody hell...The queue was DAMN LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!I waited for 25 mins!!! 25 MINSSS!!!!!>____>

Once done, left the place and went to the music shop to get my drumsticks. BUT....THE BLOODY SHOP STILL HAS TO BE CLOSED!!! FOR 3 STRAIGHT DAYS!!!3!!!!! Sigh..Gave up on the idea of getting drumsticks any time soon.

Went to Mac' Donalds to eat. Ah...The cheeseburger and coke...Heavenly..

Anyways, went to arcade and met EVA!!! Played Mobile Suit Gundam: Spirits of Zeon!!!
We played like siao! Play until the two bosses, GP-04 AND GP-05!!! WTH MAN! WE GOT OWNED! PWNED! MEGA-KILLED!!!!

Said good bye to Eva and returned to play the drum.

Anyways~ Tried this song called 'Sailing Day'!! And played extreme right away!! O_o And, I regret. This is one of those songs which is equivalent to the duration of 3 songs!! I played till my hand cramp!! O_O Stick fell, and I knew was over =/

Went home at 7:00. Haha~! Well, became a good boy and packed my bag and stuff. And finally, charged to my compy~!!!

Well, school starts tommorow huh? Haha ^^ All the better, It' might help me stop thinking of love life. But, I have to wake up early and come home late =__="

But hell, it's for a better future!

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Glue x Glass

There was once a boy
Whom one day, found broken pieces of glass
Which was actually pieces from a
beautiful..
stunning..
sculpture.

He tried using all the glue
which he had at his disposal.
However, to no avail,
The pieces just won't stick together..

Till one day, he stepped out of his house,
and bought a new type of glue instead.

He brought it home
and started to put the pieces together.
It worked!
Thus, began the slow process
of putting the broken pieces together,
just like a jigsaw puzzle.

However, just before he could finish,
another person rasped on his
humble but run-downed door.

The boy opened the door to find,
a handsome,
young man,
stood infront of him.
He came in without saying a thing
and took the broken pieces
and nearly completed sculpture with him.

Before he left, the man stopped
turned around and sniggered.
"Mine.."

The boy was just left there.
His legs were rooted to the ground.
He couldn't move.
His chest tightened up.
It was hard to breathe.
His hardwork and dedication,
was taken away just like that.
And he couldn't do a single thing about it..

He felt helpless..
Devastated..
Confused..
Negativity began flooding into his mind..
Throwing off all the positive thoughts
which he had from before..

His legs gave way and fell onto the cold floor..
He landed on his knees..
And looked up.

Up..
Up to the stars above.
What a beatiful night it was..
Just then, he saw a shooting star..

He held his hands together
Prayed..
and made a wish..
He wished that..
If he was given the chance..
Even if it was a taste..
He would like to be loved by someone..
Treated like an equal..
Gain wealth..even if it's alittle..
And most still, to complete that
unfinished sculpture which was forcefuly taken away..

He then realised that tears poured from his eyes
and could finally move again.

He then looked at the bottle of glue
and picked it up.
He looked at the spot where the sculpture should have been placed..
And said..

"Oh beautiful sculpture..
If olny you could hear my voice..
You're one of the most beautiful things
which I've come across..If olny I could have finshed
patching you up together..I'm sorry I finished halfway..
and to use such cheap glue to patch you up..Such a person
like me, doesn't deserve to keep you, let alone patch you up..

I'm sorry..

I'm sorry...."

His grasp on the bottle became loose,
causing it to drop on the floor and roll to a corner..

He started crying again..Saying sorry over and over..
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Disclaimer: This poem has 2 parts. If you read it and udnerstand what I'm trying to say, then it depends on what happens to me in the future. Keep your fingers crossed!

WOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! *Does kallang wave*

Wahahaha~! A brand new start to a new year!

For that, I'll be deleting my OLD SAVE MEMORY!
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[What would you like to do?]
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-Save- -Load- [-Delete-]
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Deleting in progress...Please
do not remove the memory card
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10%...

55%.....

90%......

100%.......!

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Data has been successfuly
deleted.
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YAHHHHOOOOOOOOOOO~ WOOHOOO! I'M FREE FROM THE PAST EVENTS!!! NEW YEAR BABEH! NEW YEAR!!!!

Well...Actually, not much of a deal...From here on, things will start to roughen up. For that, I'll just have to be tougher!

Well, 2 more days to spend my holidays...I'll have to manage my time wisely now..I hope I can go out on a date on tuesday..Sigh..How~ How~!!

Haha~! Anyways, I didn't know today was Hari Raya! I last night then know!! >____<
That's how blur I was!!

And, gonna get my drumsticks tommorow!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEE!!!!

Other then that, nothing much to say..So many things got stuck up in this head of mine...Makes that memory wipe useless...>____>
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Stargazer

I gazed at the stary sky late at night..

What a beautiful sight it was..
The stars,
Glittering..
Shining..
Right into the night..

However, I get to see another type of star..
Be it day or night, I still get to see..

For, she is also a star..
A star in many ways.

A star Athlete
A telented drummer

And when I gaze into her eyes,
they glint..
and shine back at me..

I'm just but a stargazer..
Gazing into space..

Life, to me which is not known.
A future which is not promised.
I keep on living for the sake of living..

This poem was like a flower, which fades away in time.
A perishing poem that never strikes the heart.